Cavernous Dreamer

Please Do Not Reblog My Photos
But dat face tho! 

Hahahahaha I can’t stop laughing at it suicidecasanova

But dat face tho!

Hahahahaha I can’t stop laughing at it suicidecasanova

Happy 3 year anniversary to my longtime friend Steph and the manager of her animal rescue(cough hoarding manager cough), Brian. These two were the first wedding I ever shot and I thank them for seeing something in my photography. Love you Phayla!!!!! #phayla #chattinnowbutalwaysphayla #wedding #weddingphotography #decemberrayphotography

Happy 3 year anniversary to my longtime friend Steph and the manager of her animal rescue(cough hoarding manager cough), Brian. These two were the first wedding I ever shot and I thank them for seeing something in my photography. Love you Phayla!!!!! #phayla #chattinnowbutalwaysphayla #wedding #weddingphotography #decemberrayphotography

randyhaddock:

Hi.

Here’s a new song.

But then there’s music and that always brings a solace like never before.
So beautiful Randy!

Personal Posts Abound

I am 29, I shouldn’t be grieving for so many people I’ve lost in my life.
But I am and I do and I shouldn’t anymore.
Except for my dad, because that will just never, never stop.
Out of everyone I miss him the most. Saying I miss him doesn’t even begin to suffice, to rightly explain what it feels to lose 1 person who is literally half of you, half the reason you exist and are able to love and have air in your lungs.

A hug. A hug would be nice right now dad. 

:(

Swollen Heart

I cannot erase him and he cannot erase me. 
We couldn’t forget thus making it so much harder to let go.
Retracing each step, the good, the bad, and the fallen ones.
Yet I cannot cleanse myself of the layer of heartache that waits me every time I begin to let my guard down.
I write about it here and there, I try not to bombard people with the woes of my own arduous heart, but the simple fact remains that I am still hurting.
It’s been so many months now and at a point I thought I’d become so strong, gotten right past it. Yet, as time as flown by, I find myself here again. Lost in this sunken pit of self-making despair. 
There have been reasons to celebrate, to be happy, I’ve found my own happiness again in myself, but late at night, or moments of solitude in the day, my head, my heart, turns back to him.

God help me get over this man. Because I deserve so much more.

Just Don’t

I cannot abide passive aggressive behavior with people, especially from those to whom I am the closest.
I am so intolerant of it most of the time that I push people to the point of aggression so they will show me and say their true feelings.

If you have a problem, whether it be large or small, just say it, lets deal with it, and move on.

Don’t let it fester.

Rueful Years

If 10 years go by, will I still love you
Will I still lay in bed late at night on my side
Staring at half of an empty bed
And envision your face on the pillow next to mine

If 15 years go by will I still feel this void
That resonates in my chest
Hollowed with lonely sobriety
Carved out by the love I left with you

If 20 years go by and lines show on my face
Will I still give into the oblivion of longing
For your touch on my aging body
Here, where they still linger emblazoned on my skin

If 30 years go by and we give up the facade
Of the lives we built apart from the other
And find each other clinging to a dithering hope
Will we find the strength and swim to shore?

Nine months gone now, and I feel like I’m due
To let go of the ideals of our fallible affair
To give birth to myself after our impregnable love
Yet, here I lie in the darkness of hope
Inhaling it in, my own metaphorical dope.-Jessica Hutcheson

“Jesus Loves Winners”: How “Drop Dead Gorgeous” Found Cult Success As A Flop

For the record, I have never NOT loved this movie and to this day can still quote almost most of it after having watched it and cackled about a million times wit my best friend, Malina, when we were in high school.
"American Teen Princesses do not cross their legs like streetwalkers. Excuse me, Miss Penthouse ‘98, put your kness together. I could drive a boat show in there."

Missing the other half the Dynamic Duo today. Can’t wait to see my bestie next weekend @elmalino #dynamicduo #sistersfromanothermister #airbrushedshirtsftw #Destin #destinflorida #memories #love #bestie #oldschool

Missing the other half the Dynamic Duo today. Can’t wait to see my bestie next weekend @elmalino #dynamicduo #sistersfromanothermister #airbrushedshirtsftw #Destin #destinflorida #memories #love #bestie #oldschool

So excited to try my overnight oats tomorrow for breakfast! Yum! #overnightoats #basicallyporridge #oats #oatmeal #organic #organicraspberries #chocolate #almondmilk

So excited to try my overnight oats tomorrow for breakfast! Yum! #overnightoats #basicallyporridge #oats #oatmeal #organic #organicraspberries #chocolate #almondmilk

wgbhmusic:

Watch the full Front Row Boston episode featuring The Lone Bellow: Live at The Paradise on YouTube.

If you guys haven’t heard of or listened to The Lone Bellow, YOU NEED TO!
I had the absolute pleasure of shooting them at Eddie’s Attic in Decatur a little over a year ago and fell in love. They are so amazingly talented and humble and kind. 
Brilliant, brilliant folk. Brilliant music. <3

(via nprmusic)